Sunday, 28 October 2012

♥ ♥ ♥ 6 Meses de Felicidade ♥ ♥ ♥

I don’t know where to start and I don’t know what to write because honestly no words can describe how I am feeling now.
Wow what a wonderful journey it has been with you by my side. Every single day I’ve thanked God for putting you in life. You have changed me in so many ways that I could never have imagined I could change. Not to say that before my life had no meaning, but it makes a bit more sense now that you’re a part of it. It’s so amazing to know why so many things went wrong in the past. By putting you in my life, God has answered all my questions to why everything was so messed up before. He  had a better plan for me and that plan was you. I can’t get over the fact that every single day I fall more in love with you than the day before. That’s how it is with you. Each day that goes by is never a dull day. I always discover something that sweeps me off my feet and I know that there is still so much more to you. You’re like a four leaf clover, rare to find but whoever finds it can consider themselves extremely lucky.

6 months... Wow, quem diria. Quer dizer nós ja sabiamos que iriamos chegar aqui e claro q ainda temos muuuuuuuuuuuuuitos mais meses e anos por celebrar juntos. Espero continuar a fazer-te feliz meu amor. Espero continuar a encher-te de mimos, carinho, amor, motivação e muita alegria just like you do.

I truly believe that you complete me and that you are my better half, because you are everything that I have ever asked for and more. May our relationship be blessed and may we grow closer to each other as time goes by. May our dreams come true and may we both be as successful as we plan to be. We have a great life together ahead of us, and all I needed were these 6 perfect months to show me that I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

Eu amo-te Marcelino. Tu és perfeito para mim e és o amor da minha vida. 

Monday, 28 May 2012

1 Mês de Felicidade =)

Meu Principe, não tenho palavras para expressar o que sinto por ti. Entraste na minha do nada e a tão pouco tempo, and I already know that you are the one I want to spend the rest of my life with.
You make me better. You make me happy. You complete me.
Never in a million years did I think that I would find someone like you, and now I am entirely grateful to God for putting you in my life. Espero poder retribuir tudo o que fazes por mim e proporcionar-te com muito mais.
I miss you each and every single second of my days. I count the days till I'll be with you. I can't wait to have you in my arms. I can't wait to hug you, touch you, feel you and kiss you. Só de pensar, fico toda arrepiada.

This is one month into a lifetime. Continua a ser essa pessoa maravilhosa que tu és e por quem eu apaixonei-me e continuo a apaixonar-me a cada dia que passa =)

    Gosto imenso de ti Marcelino Isaac Dgedge...     

Tuesday, 1 May 2012

Letter to the Man i'll Love

The Past - I've broken a few hearts in my day. I spent years chasing the inconsequential. I was insensitive, selfish and insecure. I was... a girl. One day, I had my own heart broken. I deserved it. For years pain hemorrhaged relentlessly from the wounds of my broken heart, enough to debilitate emotionally without actually killing. I realised I wasn't worthy of you yet. I had to grow up. In time, I accepted I had to prepare myself for you. The man I wanted to be with deserved better than the girl that I was. I had to strive to improve for you. I had to take, fail and then pass life's test. Years later, I emerged weakened but with a new mature perspective on life. I collected the fragments of my shattered heart and used the strength of the hands of time to heal it for you. I had to earn the right to be with you. I had to become a woman worthy of your company. I walked away from loves that weren't as great as what you and I would one day build together. I began my journey filled with emotional turmoil, constant personal reflection and self-doubt. I emerged a woman.

The Present - Every word on Love I've written has been a subconscious dedication in your honour. Every weight I lift, physical and emotional, is meant to ensure I can support you when the time is right. I've reached a point in life, career, and personal growth, where I feel I'm ready for you. But rather than grow complacent, I continue to strive for improvement. I genuinely look forward to being the woman you choose to allow in your life. I vow not to take you or the gravity of your choice for granted. I want you to feel confident in your decision and trust in my words, because my actions always serve to reassure you. I want to remove the doubts you ever had about true Love. It will no longer matter what you went through apart from me. As a part of me, you will trust that I will take care of you.

The Future - I have daydreams of saying "yes" before you with knowledge that we've found something exceptional in each other. Having witnessed the Love we've nurtured, the congratulations of friends and family will flow freely. I imagine how beautiful I'll look on our wedding day. I see myself trembling with anticipation, struggling to hold it together as tears of joy plead for a late invite. I'll stand taller than I've ever stood as the weight of patiently walking towards you, my husband, the man I will Love, finally lifts from my shoulders as I approach you. You will have been worth every passing minute. Standing a mere few feet from my destiny, your hands clasped in mine, in the radiance of your beauty I see reflections of our son's contagious smile. I secretly wonder if the joy in our daughter's eyes will reflect from irises more reminiscent of yours or mine? The melodic rhythm of our unborn children's adolescent laughter is the soundtrack to the visions of the family I look forward to raising with you.

When I finally gather myself I realise, for now, it's all vivid fantasy of the man I'll Love. Sometimes  wonder if you're out there, wherever you are, having similar dreams of our life together...

Thursday, 1 March 2012

Universal Language Of Kindness

Because of your smile, you make life more beautiful... :) (: =) (= (",) 

Give me the magic... :)
Fall seven times, stand up eight!

A smile has its own meaning that I can never explain and even you can never understand...
A smile happens in a flash, but its memory can last for a lifetime.

Monday, 20 February 2012

A Beautiful Mess*

I chose to upload this song today, because it's a song that really describes what my personality is and usually how I feel.
Jason Mraz is one of my favourite artists and I strongly advise you to take your time and listen to his tracks :)

I'm a beautiful mess... :)

You've got the best of both worlds.
You're the kind of girl who can take down a man, 
And lift him back up again.
You are strong but you're needy, 
Humble but you're greedy
And based on your body language, 
And shotty cursive I've been reading.
Your style is quite selective, 
Though your mind is rather reckless.
Well I guess it just suggests
That this is just what happiness is.

And what a beautiful mess this is,
It's like we're picking up trash in dresses.

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives.
And don't mind my nerve you could call it fiction,
But I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
'Cause here we are, here we are...

Although you were biased I love your advice.
Your comebacks they're quick
And probably have to do with your insecurities.
There's no shame in being crazy,
Depending on how you take these
Words I'm paraphrasing this relationship we're staging.

And what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades,
And kind and courteous is a life I've heard.
But it's nice to say that we played in the dirt oh dear
Cause here we are, Here we are.
We're still here. What a beautiful mess this is.
It's like taking a guess when the only answer is yes.

And through timeless words, and priceless pictures,
We'll fly like birds not of this earth
And tides they turn, and hearts disfigure.
But that's no concern when we're wounded together,
And we tore our dresses, and stained our shirts.
But it's nice today, oh the wait was so worth it.

Wednesday, 18 January 2012

The Complexity of Interest

Liking someone has got to be the most draining and horrible thing a human being can go through. And i’m not only talking about a situation when the feeling isn’t mutual.
From my point of view, when you like someone you have to go through so much change. It feels like a whole long ass time-consuming process...  
It feels like you have to hold in your emotions . You can never really express how you truly feel because it might either be too forward or too soon. There’s never a right time for anything. As a matter of fact, never mind a right time,  there is never A TIME to say anything because both human beings are too caught up in the heat and excitement of things, that they never stop to think if in fact that is what they really want and if it’s wise to go through with whatever they are doing. And at the end of the day after all is said and done, one soul always ends up getting hurt...

And then there is the part where you have to compromise, because if you really want something to work out properly, YOU HAVE TO COMPROMISE. Not everybody is the same. People have different habits, different ways of acting and different ways of looking at things or situations. So you have to make sure both of you don’t clash, and in order for that to happen you have to compromise.
Compromising means: a settlement of differences in which each side makes concessions; letting your guard down at times; leaving your pride aside whenever you have; making yourself vulnerable whenever you have to; sometimes willing to do certain things, you would not want to do, whenever you have to... That is A PROCESS!

If you ever stop to think about things properly, whenever there are feelings involved, either one of the human beings involved WILL for a fact get hurt. No matter how this happens, ONE soul is guaranteed to get hurt.
I just can’t understand why can’t shit just be simple?
I want you. You want me. Let’s cut to the chase and let’s stay together. No funny games, no lies, no trying to act hard. Just plain straight forward, let’s date and do this together till infinity. Just think before you approach each other, know what’s on the plate, be sure of  what you want and at the end of the day, no one gets hurt.
You want me. I don’t want you. Fine, it’s not happening. It ain’t gonna work. We both make that clear. You don’t chase after me because you know I don’t want you, and I just do my own thing because I also know that I don’t want you. No funny games, no lies and no bullshitting. We both move on and we’ll both be happy.
I want you. You don’t want me. Fine. No funny games, no lies and no bullshitting. I get sad, I move on. You do your own thing and we both end up being happy.

It’s SIMPLE like that! It could all be so simple...